Looking for Love in All the Wrong Places

Dear Jane,and limiting beliefs. (Just like you.) If a partner
Although I am a loyal, caring relationship, I canbetrays your confidence, for example, it is
hardly find a bird of the same feathers to flocksomething in him/her that would allow for that.
with. What can I do besides pray?The less you personalize, the less you will feel
Sometimes we choose our relationships forvictimized.
reasons we're not aware of consciously. For3. Don't ignore signs and indicators. If you meet
example, do you find that you have chosen asomeone who tells you that they've cheated on a
partner who is in some way like one of yourrelationship and you think it will be different with
parents? This can be great if you felt loved andyou, it may be that you have an unconscious
nurtured. But if you didn't always feel that growingneed to learn some painful lessons. If you want a
up, you may still pick someone who unconsciouslyconscious relationship, you have to work to be
reminds you of that parent, not because you areconscious yourself. Ask more questions. Check
masochistic, but because your spirit is trying toinside if you really feel trusting. Pay attention to
find someone now to help heal your past.your intuition.
So maybe your mind wants a loyal, caring love,4. Check inside to see if you're looking to be right
but you have been unknowingly seekingabout how relationships are untrustworthy or not
something else to try to heal past suffering. Whatgood enough. We often try to be right to protect
can you do about this?ourselves from future hurt at the expense of
1. Home in on the lessons you have been learningcurrent happiness. Being right can come at the
from your less-than-loyal relationship. Whom doesexpense of intimacy.
your last relationship (or relationships) remind you5. Make sure you are like the person you want to
of? How did you handle the hurt you felt as aattract. If you have ever been uncaring or
child? How have you handled the hurt as an adult?disloyal, don't pretend to be "holier than thou."
If you could "do over" your last relationship, whatAdmit your trespasses to yourself and make
would you do differently?amends to anyone you have hurt or betrayed.
2. Don't take other people's behaviors personally.This clearing of your slate will invite a new,
They're doing what they do from their own pasthigher-level relationship.
programming, including their self-judgments, fears,